About my Art :
The Game 🎮
People often ask me,
“Why are you always laughing?
Why are you so calm ?”
I say, “Why are you still suffering?”
People always get confused.
They can’t put me in a box.
Too cosmic to be a coach.
Too grounded to be a guru.
Too raw to be an angel.
They look at me like:
“Wait… isn’t she a med student?”
“Didn’t she do pageants?”
“She posts cute pics but then talks about aliens??”
“What is she?”
And I’m like, babe… I am.
Why would I limit myself to one role, one label, one version of me?
You see, for too long, I’ve been shrinking.
Hiding.
Trying to be digestible for others.
But now?
I’m done.
I’m being my Soul.
At least for now…
Until she calls me to shapeshift again.
And most people don’t know how to do that.
They’re not even soul-identified.
They’re job-identified.
Brand-identified.
Money-identified.
They’re prisoners… of their own success.
And me?
I represent ultimate freedom.
And THAT…
THAT scares people.
But that’s why I’m here.
Not just to embody freedom,
But to activate it in others.
To remind you that you can be everything your soul came here to be.
I’m a gamer : I go where I want, when I want.
I choose my avatars. I switch missions.
I upgrade, evolve, and explore.
I’m not tied to any identity.
One day I’m a visionary.
Another, I’m a healer.
Then I’m a speaker, a silent portal, or a thunderstorm.
But beneath all those roles, I’m always the same thing:
Consciousness.
I’m a Portal.
I don’t offer comfort.
I offer truth.
I offer sovereignty.
I am a true embodiment of The Divine Feminine in full spectrum.
Not the soft, curated 'femininity' you see on social media.
Let’s be real.
I joined pageants and rebooted my public persona to inspire, grow but also :
To show the absurdity of those outdated structures by simply existing.
Pageants don’t celebrate women, they tame them.
They push polished lies, money and politics under fake codes of grace and femininity.
👑 The true Divine Feminine is not just a pretty face.
She’s wild.
She's cyclical.
She's chaotic wisdom.
She walks in as a mirror.
A mirror too raw.
Too free.
Too uncontrollable.
The Divine Feminine doesn’t just heal.
She destroys.
But she destroys with love.
She burns what isn’t true, to make space for what is.
And it is in everyone, man or woman.
This is also a little message for my Divine Masculines:
A true Sacred Masculine is not afraid of the Feminine.
He doesn’t try to control Her.
He doesn’t run from Her fire.
He holds space for her.
He grounds Her while She births new timelines.
He honors Her chaos, because He knows,
She’s not destructive. She’s transformative.
If you’re scared of the Divine Feminine,
you’re scared of your own Divine Feminine energy.
It's time to listen to your intuition, release control and express your emotions.
That's when you’ll recognize Her as your equal.
Not something to tame,
but someone to rise with.
So if you feel confused when you look at me,
that’s a good sign:
your Soul is waking up.
You’re beginning to remember that you’re not your job, your money, your titles, your trauma, or your costume.
You’re a multidimensional being in a divine playground.
Life is a game.
And when you start living like it’s a game, you raise your consciousness automatically.
You stop taking things personally.
You stop being weighed down by low-frequency emotions.
You stop suffering over things that were meant to teach you.
You stop being a character…
and become the one playing.
I’m not here to fit into this world.
I’m here to remind you that you can build your own.
This entire reality is a projection and YOU are the divine player behind it all.
I woke up one morning and decided my new first language was English.
Even though I had been speaking French my entire life.
That’s the kind of freedom you need to claim.
You’re not here to shrink.
You’re not here to be confined to a single language, culture, tradition, or identity.
That’s too boring for a soul like you.
You are an explorer.
A consciousness navigating dimensions.
An avatar in the ultimate simulation: 'life'.
Whether you’re a man or a woman,
you’ve got 100 versions of you sleeping inside.
They’re just waiting to be activated.
But you’re stuck.
Because you take life way too seriously.
You’re suffering. You’re rushing. You’re always tired.
You’re always triggered, always sad.
And you call that normal?
Nah. That’s not normal.
That’s society.
The programming.
When I was younger, I played video games all day.
Now I don’t,
Because I realized the real game… is right here. 🎮✨
So I teach you how to become an unstoppable creator.
Not just through shadow work or healing…
But through pleasure, through sovereignty, and through your highest frequency.
If only you knew how many times they tried to stop me.
Tried to erase me.
Tried to silence me.
But what they didn’t understand is :
You can’t hide frequency.
You can’t dim consciousness.
When you carry divine presence,
people don’t even need to see you.
They don’t need to hear you.
You just need to exist
and you activate others.
That’s the power of Sacred Presence.
Some people can’t stop contacting me to say:
“Your website isn’t SEO optimized.”
“You need better keywords.”
“You need to be more visible.”
But the truth is :
I’m not meant to be visible to everyone.
I’m not for the masses.
I’m a hidden treasure.
I’m not here to be searched,
I’m here to be found.
And if someone is meant to find me,
they will find me.
They won’t even know how they got to my page.
They won’t understand why they’re reading every word.
That’s how this field works.
I’m not here to be understood by the human mind.
I’m something you call in when you’ve tried everything and something is still missing.
That’s when I show up.
My PR team is your spirit team.
And no, I don't take champs, magical plants or other kinds of drugs. All of this craziness comes from my own consciousness.
My spiritual journey
A lot of people think that to be a master teacher, you need to lock yourself away in a temple, spend your life in a monastery, shave your head… and be an asian man. 🤣
But here’s the truth:
Spiritual awakening is just a shift in consciousness.
That’s it.
You don’t need to complicate your life or follow 12 gurus.
You can have that shift from your own home.
That’s what we do in The Gateway to Yourself .
But humans love to complicate things.
Sometimes it’s just one moment that changes everything.
But for me, it wasn’t one moment.
🍿Now grab your popcorn, here's your movie for tonight. 🤣
👶🏽 The Beginning
My spiritual journey began during childhood. I was born in the Caribbean, where multiple cultures coexist. Spirituality is very present in our community and manifests in various ways (traditions, food, music, carnival, witchcraft, myths, etc.). This greatly contributed to my spiritual curiosity.
From a very young age, I had existential and spiritual questions. I couldn't understand how there could be so many religions on Earth. In my view, it didn’t make sense that only one of them could be "right."
Still, I believed in the existence of a higher force capable of orchestrating our reality.
So I would “simply” pray every morning and evening to express my gratitude and ask for protection.
I became interested early on in metaphysical topics—astrology, extraterrestrials, Eastern spiritualities… as if all this was my “normal.” Without realizing it, I was practicing the law of attraction daily (or as I prefer to call it, the law of manifestation), especially the so-called “Lucky Girl Syndrome.”
I used to attribute it all to “natural luck,” but now I know that luck doesn’t exist.
In 2019 I was invited to take part in my first international beauty pageant in Japan. Even though it felt rigged and political to me, this experience helped me reconnect with my feminine energy and marked the beginning of my online journey.
I had been manifesting the social media award and I won it, which was weird since I had around 1k followers.
It was a sign from my Soul that my mission was meant to unfold online.
🧘🏽♀️My First Ego Death
My true “spiritual awakening” began in 2020, like many others, in response to global events at that time and their impact on the Earth's vibrational frequency.
My existential questions intensified, and through divine timing, I met many people who brought me various answers.
That's when I started sharing my knowledge online and in schools, founding what I later called my charitable program : The Worldwide Healing Program, destined to help humanity heal for free.
To keep it short, I came to know the true origin of my soul and some of my parallel incarnations.
I discovered my life missions. I experimented with different practices.
I freed myself from limiting soul vows, limiting energy implants, "black magic," and low-vibrational entities. I trained in several disciplines and learned to access the higher realms.
I began to awaken my kundalini and develop my psychic abilities. I did a lot of research and became interested in various cultures—Hinduism, Taoism, ancient Egyptian spirituality, etc. I also asked many questions to my Soul & spirit guides.
That’s when I realized that our foundation is and always will be the same: our intrinsic spiritual essence, present in each of us (when we have a soul connected to the Source).
👩🏽🏫A Spiritual Teacher Was Born
In 2021 I began a new chapter of my studies, in France. On the very 1st day, a teacher told me I had a british accent (which isn't true at all ahaha) and assumed I must be fluent in English. When it happened I was like "what was that ?" But now I see it as the 1st sign my Soul gave me that I was meant to go global.
That year I started questioning myself about the system I was in, and at the same time, I started embracing my spiritual gifts publicly. But I also started triggering some people.
That's when the harassment started, because The French community can sometimes be very toxic towards spiritual people. I faced it online and at my job. Some people asked me to erase who I really was. Because I was disturbing their system. And it's still going on.
👽 My Starseed Awakening
In 2023 I channeled my spiritual name Tlinassiaa.
I received a mysterious invitation on LinkedIn : someone wanted me to speak at an international event about aliens and starseeds. I was really surprised because at that time I didn't speak English online and I didn't know about aliens. When I answered they had already found someone else. At that time I thought it was a mistake but now I understand that it was my 2nd sign to go global.
Few weeks later I reconnected with my galactic families, Urmah first. I started sharing online that I was channeling them and that's when the intimidation intensified. So I decided to stop sharing this publicly and was doing it only in my private circles.
I learned that I was what some call a starseed, or a Sagittarius Sun, or a life path 33, or an Earth Angel. But somehow these labels didn't really click, because they can't define my full spectrum. I’m an infinite being, and you are too.
Then I got contacted by Larousse, a French publishing house that offered me to write my first book. This book is in French. It is about manifestation, mixing science and spirituality. We reached Top 3 on Amazon Fr).
🥊 A Year Of Hardships
2024 was really hardcore for me.
I started the year with the intrinsic need to speak English online, without knowing why (3rd sign). So I started an English instagram account but I got too much things going on so I stopped.
I faced spiritual attacks, betrayals, rejection, bullying, intimidation, the grief of my father while I was in burn-out 6000 km away, and long periods of isolation.
I left a 4-year toxic relationship.
Since 2024, I’ve stayed consciously celibate and single, and while I'm writing this in July 2025, I still am.
Some even bought my book just to try to dismiss me, but they failed.
I got an astrological chart for my spiritual business that told me I would be more successful in foreign lands. I was like nah that's impossible, I speak French. Now look at me speaking English ahah.
Summer 2024 I reconnected with my spirit animals. Some are considered deities in ancient Egypt (but these are just consciousnesses). They started telling me that my life was too small for me and that I had to expand my reach.
Few weeks later , someone from my island invited me to represent my island to another international beauty pageant. He told me they were spiritual too, some were doing energy healing. I thought it was an easy way to expand my reach so I went.
But during the national competition, I was insulted due to my spirituality. I got robbed. They put me 1st runner up while the jury chose me as their winner. I wanted to expose their fraud but they told me to shut up and to go to another international beauty pageant supposedly more aligned with me.
I was told: “They’ll get you. These people value humanity. They value humanitarian projects. That’s their whole thing.”
I was skeptical — because what I’d experienced in 2019 had disgusted me from pageants.
So I did my research. I went through past editions — before the long post-pandemic pause —
and I actually felt like, maybe this was different.
They seemed to value people, to care about unity, and say things like:
“We are one, we’re here to build a better humanity.”
Even my national director told me:
“They’re honest. They’re not biased.”
So I decided to go all in.
That's when I started forcing myself to speak English online.
Coming from a small island, I did most of the things myself (styling, editing, directing, color grading, finding sponsors, creating content , purchasing outfits .. while doing my charitable work almost everyday).
I manifested help and interviews from nowhere.
I genuinely thought I had everything to win.
Before the announcement I had already seen in a dream that it would be held in India. At the same time I was reconnecting with the consciousnesses behind Shiva and Ganesh.
The application forms were super detailed, full of questions designed to assess your personality and your purpose.
So I was like : "maybe for the first time of my life I will feel home ?"
💀 The Last Straw
One of the biggest things my journey taught me is this:
Sometimes, your own Soul will voluntarily lower your frequency, even close your third eye, just to make sure you get the lesson.
And what I experienced in May 2025?
That was the final slap. 🤣
Now, I’m going to share my personal experience and energetic perspective with you.
This is not a claim, not an attack — it’s simply what I felt. It will help you quantum jump.
On my way to India, I had a layover in Abu Dhabi, a pause that felt neutral.
I didn’t think much of it.
But it wasn’t just a layover.
It was an energetic threshold.
Touching the sand (well in fact the airport) in Abu Dhabi reactivated ancient codes within me. Codes from pre-Atlantean civilizations.
But it was what happened in India at this international pageant that freed me.
I'm going to be radically honest.
I arrived with my crystal bowls doing sound healing, wearing my shamanic natural costume, coming with a visionary program ..
People felt me. Some indians told me they had never seen a being like me. I naturally bonded with the Indian community. It was my first time meeting people with such pure hearts.
But .. I didn't fit the script the org had.. & that was precisely the goal, to awaken people. 🤣
During the pageant, they gave us that image.
They kept repeating things like:
“You are the best batch we’ve ever had.”
“You are exceptional.”
“Purpose is everything to us.”
They made us sing a song that was saying things like "we will share love together", "forever we are One". And this song was weirdly aligned with my national costume.
They were encouraging the children to join them when they got older, assuring them they were trustworthy.
That, my friends, is gaslighting.
And gaslighting — especially when wrapped in positivity — is more violent than open cruelty.
Because it confuses your nervous system.
It makes you doubt your own truth.
And just like you might’ve landed on this page by divine synchronicity…
I too stumbled — “by chance” — on a blog while I was there.
It was written by someone claiming to be an insider
exposing that the structure was supposedly corrupt —
that many candidates were intentionally eliminated
to protect one pre-selected winner chosen for business and political reasons.
The articles went deep. They even named specific people.
I tried to rationalize it, telling myself:
“This must be a hater.”
But energetically?
Everything in me said:
"This is exactly what you’re experiencing right now."
For example, my sound healing performance made people cry, especially one woman on the 'jury' panel. It was a mix of positive affirmations, mantras and chanting. I told them I was doing this to help people at home that may watch the pageant. Some girls told me I had taken them to another dimension... in just 2 minutes. People were asking for more, even some of the staff members.
When we asked for a space to hold group sessions, they told us to do it in the hallway on our floor, where everyone walks through.
And still, I wasn’t selected for the talent.
So I tried to rationalize it. I told myself, maybe they didn’t consider what I offered a “talent.”
But then they selected a girl whose talent was performing CPR gestures on a mannequin.
When I asked for an explanation, I got no answer.
The woman who cried that day on the jury panel never came back.
Even my own spiritual network was confirming it wasn't right.
But I didn’t want to believe it.
I kept thinking:
“No way… they’re so kind to us.”
But what I didn’t understand was that for some of them, kindness was just a mask.
The moment I truly felt it was during the humanitarian project evening.
We were in this beautiful, sacred space.
There was even a deity statue there…
and what they did that night? For me, it was unforgivable.
I’m someone who stands for truth, for real principles. And what I witnessed was in my opinion energetic corruption. I do not have factual proofs. It was the energy. Some girls said they saw papers with other names but I personally didn't see these papers.
Some of the projects that were rewarded felt fake and fabricated to me. No substance. No action.
And to make it worse, they mixed them in with real projects, so that nobody could tell the difference.
Some girls seemed like they already knew they were going to win. They had their speeches prepared. Others seemed genuinely surprised —and yes, some of them were honest souls who deserved it.
But the whole thing was energetically polluted.
As for me?
My visionary project — meant to awaken humanity was completely ignored.
I consider humanitarian work to be sacred.
You can attack me all you want.
But when you start mocking sacred service…
you’ve gone too far.
That night, I checked out.
I stopped pretending.
I spent the whole evening on my phone.
I didn’t care anymore.
I even told my people:
“Even if they give me the crown now — I’ll give it back. I don’t want a dirty crown.”
That night, I left my body.
I floated.
I entered full bliss.
That's when my ego surrendered. The last ego death.
I was in constant bliss.
I reached constant alignment with my Soul, I reached the zero point energy, I started channeling Source and above ..
Even the other girls would say to me:
“I don’t understand…
I thought it would be you. Every time, I thought it was you.”
But it was never me.
Still, I stayed optimistic.
I thought:
“Maybe they’ll surprise us at the finale.
Maybe this is just all a test.”
💀 LOL.
What I felt there was a structure that had gone energetically bankrupt.
A system still standing — but hollow inside.
Whatever divinity or truth it once held before COVID… it was gone.
There was no spark left.
And for someone like me — who feels everything — it was painful to witness.
I could feel what the candidates were suppressing.
The control. The masks. The internal power plays.
The pre-arranged outcomes.
The lack of self-love. The fear of truth.
It wasn’t just me.
Other girls were breaking too.
They were crying behind closed doors, saying things like:
“I don’t understand… I did everything right. Why wasn’t it enough?”
Or:
“I’m realizing now… the one who wins is not always the most deserving.”
One day, one of the girls suggested we do a group prayer.
She asked her God to give each of us what was aligned with our true path and to block anything that wasn’t.
And guess what?
On the final night, none of us who prayed received anything, including her.
Nothing.
Not even a mention.
Divine, radiant women — pure souls —
completely dismissed.
And on the other hand?
Some of the most manipulative, dark-spirited candidates were rewarded.
🌱 A Picture Says More Than 1000 Words
I want to share something with you that speaks louder than any caption ever could.
Some of us received a blessed Tulsi plant during a sacred visit in a powerful temple— a symbol of life, devotion, and the Divine Feminine Lakshmi.
To me, a plant is a living being.
It’s a soul.
And when life gives you something sacred, you honor it.
You nourish it.
Not because it’s “just a plant”…
But because how you treat what’s alive reveals your energy.
Some of the girls, sadly, didn’t take that level of care.
Now look at this.
On the left, you see my plant, taken on the final day of the pageant.
Still vibrant. Still alive.
And on the right, the plant of one of the girls who was publicly rewarded that night.
That was a clear message.
The energy was empty. Hollow. Dark.
I could literally see people who looked possessed.
Some couldn’t handle my light.
Some couldn't handle the fact that I saw right through them.
Some people were telling me I was too much.
There was so much dark energy from everywhere.
Witchcraft, secret societies, projections…
Things defying all logic were happening.
Again — this is my personal energetic read.
But you know what?
They didn’t win.
Because one of my missions was simply to activate people through my presence, and I did.
Despite all the energetic blockages trying to stop me from even attending…
I made it there.
I stood in my power.
And I transmitted light.
Just being there — alive, aware, present —
was the miracle.
Many initiates were worried about me.
Even while I was there, they were texting:
“Your vibration feels off. Your life force is down — like -73/100.”
But guess why I survived?
Because I AM the Source.
I have protections no darkness can cross.
If I’m attacked, it’s because my cosmic council allowed it.
And that night, I fully understood:
I am not the physical body.
Not even the energetic body.
I am Consciousness.
Even if there’s witchcraft in your field,
Your Soul cannot be touched.
And that changes everything.
A lot of humans act out of fear of death. But when you understand that your soul is eternal, this fear disappears.
And that changed everything.
🛕 The Temple and the Sacred Union Prophecy
While I was in India, beyond the chaos, I also felt the true vibration of the land.
I was invited — with only 8 other girls — to a very special temple visit. Just 9 of us.
All throughout my stay in India, the number 9 kept following me.
• The date of the final added up to 9.
• The year 2025 = 2 + 0 + 2 + 5 = 9.
• It was the 72nd edition of the event → 7 + 2 = 9.
• We were 9 girls in the temple.
And if you know numerology, you know:
9 is the number of endings, completion & transcendence.
It was the end of a cycle.
For them — the collapse of illusions.
And for me — the end of my ego-driven path.
The completion of an old identity.
We received blessed physical gifts, but also multiple energetic transmissions.
That's when I was given the Tulsi plant — sacred to the Goddess Lakshmi, symbol of abundance and divine grace.
And I was also given a statue of Narasimha —
The half-lion, half-man avatar of Vishnu, protector of dharma and destroyer of illusion.
But it wasn’t just Narasimha.
There was a small feminine figure next to him on the statue.
And when I looked at her…
I knew.
That’s the version of me who is held by Divine Masculine energy.
Tiny in form.
But anchored.
Safe.
Balanced.
And here’s what’s wild: I had traveled to India with my statue of single Sekhmet.
And while I was there, I received this feline couple.
As I was flying back home, in the airport, I felt pulled towards one last object.
A statue showing Shiva, his wife, baby Ganesh, and a sacred cow.
It called me in without knowing why.
I hadn’t bought anything during my entire stay.
I brought the 2 statues home.
And since then, they sit on my altar.
And every day, I realize a little more…
They were a message.
This whole experience activated the divine couple frequency inside of me.
And I know…
My future union will be deeply aligned with this energy.
Lion & Priestess.
Power & Grace.
Protector & Portal.
I don’t know who he is yet.
But I feel him coming.
And the statue in my room is just the beginning of the prophecy.
💤 The Prophecy Dream
And you know what?
While writing this… something clicked.
This part of the story — the one where I’m finally speaking my truth — I started writing it last night.
And during the night… I had a dream.
I was taking an exam.
The results came in.
Everyone’s full name was listed — except mine.
Only my first name.
And I was at the bottom of the list.
I was shocked.
Because I knew I had studied. I knew I had done well.
I felt it was sabotage.
Intentional.
In the dream, I went to the professor and told him:
“You stole my score.”
He denied it.
But I could feel the lie.
I was screaming.
It was a cry of injustice.
Right after this… I was in a car, folding my clothes.
Packing.
Leaving.
And a masculine presence appeared.
Helping me fold my things.
Quiet, grounded, calm.
I didn’t recognize his face… but I recognized his energy.
It was as if I had always known him.
As if I was already in a relationship with him.
But I was still… single in the 3D.
When I woke up, I reached out to this presence telepathically. And I received his name.
He told me:
“I am the Higher Self of your future Divine Partner.
I’m not his ego. I’m his Soul.
I came because your Soul called me.”
That shook me.
And I realized…
This wasn’t just a dream.
This was the confirmation.
When I flew to India, I took my Sekhmet statue with me.
Just her.
Just me.
I walked into that initiation alone.
The wounded feminine.
The warrior.
The one who walks with fire.
But I left India…
with a new statue:
Narasimha and his consort.
A Divine Couple.
And then another:
Shiva, his partner, Ganesh, and the sacred cow.
A Divine Family.
That was the sign.
In the old timeline led by ego— I was alone.
In this new timeline led by soul — I am accompanied.
Not only by my mission.
But by my Divine Masculine.
By our future family.
This… is the prophecy I received.
And I believe it’s already in motion.
Right now (July 2025), I am still single.
But I can feel how close our union is.
And when our union becomes 3D…
I will return to this page.
And post the testimony.
And maybe the photo if he agrees.
So that you can see what’s possible.
So that you’ll know:
You are not crazy.
You are not alone.
Your Divine Partner exists.
And if you’re reading this…
Maybe you have this mission too.
Before we can be united with our Divine Partner…
We must meet ourselves first.
I’ve completed my initiation.
And my Divine Masculine is completing his on the other side.
And when we’re both ready…
We’ll meet.
Soul to Soul.
🛬 A New Timeline
I didn’t leave Abu Dhabi the same way I arrived.
I had just walked through fire in India .. I left that country reborn.
And as I stepped into Abu Dhabi… something shifted.
I was gifted a First class flight without asking for it, as if it was a confirmation I just switched timeline.
At both my arrival and departure from Abu Dhabi, I crossed paths with the same man.
We met in the business lounge. No expectations. Just kindness.
We exchanged contacts.
Nothing attached. Just human connection.
But I remember thinking…
“Maybe this soul will appear again in my future. I don’t know. I’ll keep the number.”
The moment I finished writing the text you’re reading right now,
the moment I finally set myself free from the weight I’ve carried for 2 months…
he messaged me.
A gentle check-in.
To me, that was confirmation.
That I am walking in the right direction.
That letting go brings alignment.
That when you stop holding your pain in silence, the Universe responds instantly.
Since that moment, I feel lighter.
So if something inside you is stirring as you read this
If you feel the urge to cry, to scream, to release something stuck in your chest
Please, let it move.
That’s how you make space for what your Soul is really calling in.
👑 A Crown Beyond This World
I came back "home" changed, continuously expanding.
But my ego was also questioning my entire existence.
During that fragile phase of integration…
I felt called to pull some oracle cards, a thing I never do.
From an Afro-descendant Goddesses deck.
As soon as I started pulling cards, I received clear insights about the exact transition I was moving through.
The deck mirrored my energy so perfectly, it felt like my ancestors were speaking directly to me.
That’s when I channeled The Goddess Activation Portal, a transmission designed to support women during soul transitions.
Among all the cards I pulled…
I would like to share 2 of them with you.
One was the earthly queen, the one who reigns in the physical world. It's written "secrets revealed".
The other was the divine queen, the one who reigns beyond it. It's written "divine lineage".
And that’s when it all made sense.
I don’t need a crown in the 3D.
Because I’m already Royalty in the Higher Realms.
I don’t need external validation to confirm who I am.
It’s the same reason why a diamonds and pearls brand wanted me to wear their jewellery for the finale.
At that time, I didn't understand why they reached out to me out of 108 women (another 9), a little girl from an island no one knows about.
Now I understand it : that was my energy.
The org refused we take professional pictures with the diamonds.
That's why the statue I brought back from India was golden.
Just like my Sekhmet statue.
Just like the visions I’ve had of my guides, the Urmah.
If you’ve never heard of the Urmah, they are golden feline beings of higher dimensional wisdom.
The first time they appeared to me, they brought me into a realm that was made entirely of gold.
It’s their frequency.
You can actually experience this energy through the free Urmah Activation I shared on my YouTube channel.
And maybe this message is for you too.
Maybe you feel Royal… but were born into a very difficult environment.
Many starseeds who carry Divine Royal Codes are born into modest or painful environments.
Because we must first learn humility.
We must remember that true royalty has nothing to prove.
It serves & it uplifts.
I didn’t fully believe it at first. But now I do.
I am not meant to be crowned by a system that doesn’t even recognize real Divinity.
I was already crowned… in the invisible realms.
By my Soul.
By the Source.
By my ancestors.
And so are you.
You don’t need a title to walk in your power.
That day I stopped waiting for outside validation.
🎓The Final Lesson
Since that experience, I made a decision:
If you won’t give me what I deserve,
I’ll build it myself.
No more shrinking to fit in.
No more explaining myself to systems that were never made for me.
No more waiting for external opportunities to help me fulfill my life mission.
Now?
I only go where my Sacred Presence is honored and welcomed. Because I am Divine.
I spent one month purging conditionings. I was constantly channeling — with no plan. I was channeling messages for people I didn’t even know, people I would meet in the future.
It was my first time being so deeply connected to my Soul, and she was explaining all the things my ego was doing “wrong.” That’s when she told me that our new language was English, and that I had to leave my French environment because it was limiting my success.
I didn’t know what to do with the life I had built with my ego. I lost interest in everything. I lost all my money with this pageant thing, because I received no support from public institutions. I had been doing charity work for an entire year, so I had no income (they told me they would support me, but they didn’t, another reason why I want to leave this toxic environment).
I was born into a family of teachers.
Academically, I’ve always been first in class.
I even skipped a grade because I was ahead.
I grew up used to winning.
So standing there with nothing, it was the greatest lesson of my spiritual journey.
The highest achievement is internal evolution.
That night, I didn’t win a sash.
But I won something far greater:
🌟 I won my spiritual awakening.
🌟 I won the full connection with my Soul.
And that’s the most valuable gift one can receive in this lifetime.
So even if it was brutal, I’m grateful for it.
Because that night gave me the shock I needed to hit the Zero Point and to help you reach it too.
Like all ego deaths, it didn’t happen in a second.
Mine lasted about 2 months.
And yes : my ego got hit hard.
Because I’ve always hated injustice.
And I had people who were secretly celebrating what looked like a failure.
A part of me wanted to scream:
“It’s not fair.
This gives me a bad image.
It makes it look like I wasn’t enough when I know I was better.”
Now I don't care about 'image'.
Then I started thinking of the other girls.
The pure ones…who also walked away with nothing.
That’s when I knew I had to speak.
Not for drama.
But because the system thrives on silence.
And that silence becomes internalized pain.
But still… I hesitated.
Because I didn’t want to sound bitter.
But guess what?
This is my energetic truth.
And it’s also the silent experience of many others.
We have the right to say:
“This is what we felt.”
I’m not here to force anyone to believe me.
I’m just telling you what was vibrationally, emotionally, spiritually, for me.
Because unspoken pain becomes stuck energy.
And stuck energy becomes illness.
And I refuse to carry that in my system for people like them.
Sometimes truth isn’t 'elegant'.
But it’s liberating.
I am sharing this story to help you accelerate your awakening.
Because the system is collapsing.
That shiny, magical world we once dreamed of as kids?
It’s gone.
These structures are energetically bankrupt.
To go to India, I had the choice between only 2 airlines. The 1st one was cheaper and the 2nd one way more expensive, especially for the overweight, I had to pay 5k just for weight. Even if I didn’t know these airlines, I refused to fly with the 1st one because something inside me wasn’t feeling it. My intuition told me to choose the 2nd one so I went by it.
A plane crash happened 12 days after my departure from India, during a 9 date, with the 1st airline. It was a flight from India to the native country of the org. Traditionally, each year the winner of this pageant flies directly towards the native country of the org after the finale. But this year she went straight back home. Another sign this structure was energetically bankrupt.
A woman became famous because she missed the flight and was devastated at first. Then she was grateful because she survived.
This was my confirmation.
Our divine presence is too high-frequency to exist in these systems anymore.
Yes, it hurts to see it.
Yes, it hurts to let go.
But it’s time to mourn the illusion
and choose ourselves for the future of this planet.
We need to give the next generation soul-rooted reference points.
We can’t do that inside structures that promote the distorted.
It’s time to build the New Earth with our own hearts.
That’s what my Soul told me after the collapse :
“You didn’t lose anything.
You were protected.
They could never give you a platform that matched your frequency, so now, you’ll create your own.”
And that’s the exact moment my English YouTube channel was born.
I launched it without overthinking.
Because I knew:
This is where my Soul wants to speak, even if they were no views.
Honestly, I wanted to leave this incarnation.
I think that's a feeling many starseeds experience when Earth becomes too challenging.
So, I surrendered to my Soul. I told her:
“Give me one reason to stay in this 3D hell. ”
That's when I channeled The Gateway to your Self, in English first. I started using it to free myself.
Instantly, I got an entire plan for my spiritual business, getting sales the first day I made the announcement.
I aim to help AT LEAST 12 millions Souls step into The Gateway to Your Self. Why ? Because that would be enough to change the entire energetic grid of Planet Earth.
Imagine 12 million Souls escaping from this artificial matrix... Some stay trapped here for multiple lifetimes.
I sincerely believe this technology is GENIUS.
It summarizes everything one could be looking for in a spiritual awakening in a 30-minute activation and a guide. You don’t need anything else to free your Soul.
But then… reality pulled me back.
When you try to exit a system that no longer fits, it tries to keep you stuck.
I started receiving messages like:
“Why are you speaking English now?”
“Stay here, we still need you.”
But deep inside, I knew: 🌍 My future is global.
So I translated The Gateway to your Self in French for my French community.
Then, I started seeing 1:1 clients again.
All of them came to me after having seen multiple guides, multiple psychics ..
but somehow, I was the one that unlocked them.
🎯The Day it All Shifted
A familiar woman, not a stranger.
She booked an in-person session with me.
As soon as I began thinking of her, before she even arrived, she started experiencing unusual symptoms.
Tension in the stomach. Heat. Sweating.
By the time she arrived, the symptoms intensified.
She didn’t understand what was happening. Neither do I.
That's when the guides told us : "the Purge".
She kept saying,
“I’ve never felt anything like this. What is this?”
I didn’t touch her.
I didn’t even speak.
That day, I realized:
My aura alone activates purifications.
Even my silent presence, even a thought, triggers release.
This is what I call Sacred Presence.
That day, I closed all my public 1:1 sessions and created The Unnamed.
⏰ Wake Up
Now you know 34% of my story.
But This story isn’t just mine.
Some of you reading this are still clinging to outside validation.
You’re still measuring your worth by applause, money or institutional approval.
As long as you don’t integrate this soul lesson, life will slap you again and again until you finally realize: your path is bigger than that.
Just because others are rewarded in this 3D illusion doesn’t mean you will be, or that you even should be.
Your soul chose a nobler purpose.
So stop comparing yourself to those who aren’t here to do what you came to do.
I used to ask for signs.
I used to believe in institutions.
I used to be sad I lost all my money.
But now I’m grateful because I’ve been able to start from scratch and to earn pure money, money coming from my soul purpose.
Money coming from the liberation of other souls and that’s the only kind of money I want to create now.
Do you remember this ‘ maybe for the first time of my life I will feel home ? ‘
Well the final lesson is : you will never find home outside yourself.
After all I’ve been through
my Soul guided me back to truth every single time.
She is the one that will never let me down. She is the one that is eternal. She is the one I can always trust.
I don’t need anyone else.
I can associate myself with others for missions or relationships, I can love others, but I will never need them again.
And even if others don’t understand it…
I now feel whole while they are still chasing something external to fill the void.
That’s the reason why I reserve The Unnamed for people that got everything they wanted in the 3D.
Because when you got all you wanted on the material realm and still feel empty, that’s when you realize you are looking for your Soul.
As you can feel, this page is a field.
It holds every version of me:
🌀 My Soul
🔥 My Fire
🌒 My Shadow
💎 My Truth
⚔️ My Warrior Self
👶🏽 My Wounded Child
Some parts may trigger you.
Others may liberate you.
And that’s the point.
Because I’m a portal, I’m here to awaken you to yourself.
The Gateway to Yourself isn’t just a tool.
It’s a remembrance you step into when you’re ready to surrender.
A remembrance that…
🕊️ You don’t need to be chosen.
🕊️ You don’t need to perform.
🕊️ You don’t need to earn love, visibility, or power.
You already are what you’re looking for.
I love you, now love yourself enough to choose your soul.
🎬 The End.
⚠️ Disclaimer: The real power lies within you.
The spiritual/divine essence is within each of us (well, almost...).
If you’re looking for a "savior," this is not the right place for you. One of my life missions is to give you tools to reconnect with your own inner power.
All the works I share here are simply bonuses to help you save time. You are fully capable of undertaking your spiritual development on your own.
Don’t listen to those who tell you that you need to be initiated into a certain school or follow a specific guru… That kind of thinking can create an illusory dependency.
The intellectual works shared on this site are my own creations and are protected by copyrights. Actually people that would try to duplicate me wouldn't have my frequency so I don't care. 🤣
This is a personal and spiritual testimony based on my own energetic experience and emotional perception. It does not reflect any objective claim or accusation toward any specific organization.
All the information and works mentioned on this site are not intended to replace medical consultations, nor to diagnose or treat any medical conditions.
If you have health issues, I invite you to consult your medical doctor.
Here, I simply help—if you wish—to accelerate your spiritual development, nothing more.
You remain in control of your decisions and have full access to your free will.
My works are exclusively intended for adults who are mentally and legally capable of making decisions for themselves and exercising discernment. Always listen to your intuition.
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